cracks

She was admitted to the hospital on August 25th.

Ten days have passed since she died.

I had more than a month to feel deep aching heartbreak and anger. Emotions that drove me away from her bedside into an overwhelming, all-encompassing fury and eventual exhaustion.

I have had four days to feel grief.

Little cracks are forming in her absence.

Focus on self-healing and mindfulness. Focus on family. On that which will mend.