Thursday, October 15, 2015

lackluster

I was told, yesterday, should and should not will be my biggest internal battle these coming months.

My mom died three weeks ago.

How do I describe how I am? I'm shy, guarded, overprotective of loved ones, and explosive. I am not one to feign interest in a topic or someone for niceties. Intimidating is a word oft used to describe me.

I am scared. I was scared before mom died. Everything is in question and there is no action.

Action takes energy and I have none.

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